just played 2-3 hr of piano. fingers are hurting. but no one seems to understand that i need more practice in order for my pieces to be played better. they are always saying its bad for their ears, hurting their ears can i stop playing. its gives headache and stuff. its because of them that i think i didn't managed to take my exam last year. i cant afford to fail this time. i don't wish to be playing this peices for 2 years and retaking it in august. its going to torture me man. i also know if sounds nan ting but without proper practice environment how am i suppose to make it work. play while they are not home doesn't work ar. there bound to be someone at certain time. aRGH!

this week is going to be tough. stress. the piano exam tt i fear and the PI paper that i am totally not prepared. revision lesson on monday, i hope that it still gives me time to study since my piano is on wed and pi on thurs. never like to feeling of studying last min but i can't revise when i dunno anything about that module.

previously i send in my photos for some event and got selected, will be going to bintan and have photoshoot. was actually worried to let people know but after thinking through, it time for me to learn that its not the result that count, its the process to feel enjoyment. i may not be the best contestant there but at least its smth new in my life time. seen 2 male contestant, they are ok looking too so maybe the standard not so high but the girls are all quite gd i think. nt too sure, on tues will see some of them on on 30 will see more during the photoshoot. kinda like the idea of going to bintan because i've always wanted to go there! go wink wink at bintan ppl so next time go maybe nt discount. hahas.

ferlin bdae was last sat and she intro to me this guy that is woo-ing her. quite happy for her now. coz today she msg me and say that they were official le. CONGRATS =) hopefully that will be her prince charming to be.

the other time i was thinking of changing my class from full time to part time so that i can earn more money while i am still young. though people tell me that its going to be tough but i think that xin ku a while should be worth the while if i am thinking of long term. what should it be..



http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

how true it is, really depends. because i think the question are vague and not practical. however.. somehow it did trick me to believe what it says. hahas

Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.



didn't know what to blog. hm..but there's alot of thing happening from feb to mar. if i do owe pictures, just get it from me straight. too much to upload! oh shit.. i just realize that no one plan to celebrate yiyang bdae? there's no present mention too? what happen.? or am i not inform. hmm.. leslie present also haven't buy. i am so broke.. i need more stable jobs. esplanade is too flexible.

the best way to handle stress- swimming. it works for me.

Happy bdae leslie
happy bdae yiyang
happy bdae enen
happy bdae JR!
happy bdae lixin
happy bdae kailin
happy bdae gary
happy bdae ferlin
happy bdae hanlin
happy bdae stanford
happy bdae siewfong
happy bdae sindy
happy bdae hengheng
happy bdae uncle
happy bdae auntie
happy valentine's day
happy bdae xinle
farewell lerhern
farewell kienleong
NTU concernt
Fahrenheit concert
Yoga's concert

Those whom bdae i didn't managed to attend/ go out.. i am REALLY SORRY. its either i find myself to horrible looking to go out if not i just have to mug for my exams that is on my heels in march. 3 papers. 3 papers that requires attention. 2 papers being back to back. still quite slack. its getting on my nerve why on earth am i still not doing anything to it.

last week was quite stressful for me but i thx ming and eric for encouraging me. that i am not that ugly looking. there's always a cure for everything. i just have to be patient.. everyone tells me that.. maybe i really should start doing it.

i really hate national library. waste my time visiting it today and ended up back home to do my own studies. arghh! waste so much money building something that is meaningless and its all glass surrounded. what happen to ppl like me? how are we suppose to go out when we have fears for heights. moronic design.

once i typed there's always wrong story. ah something else gt my attention. i will be back )