ahas hahas its a bit late now to wish everyone a happy new year but every since the trip back from kl everyday has been a fun and hetic day for me. its fulfling. nevertheless alot money has been contributed back to the economy.

new year eve was spend with leslie caifa amy munwei. jere and his gf supposedly to join us but well i guess they need their honeymoon time together hahas. we went marina bay for the countdown. spend 18 dollar on it. i guess maybe its well spend on having the most spectacular view on the fireworks but not the performance. i had to admit it was boring. perhaps because its mainly english songs? i guess it would be higher if its on channel8. hahas. i tried to entertain myself to make myself high so that the rest won't be so bored. leslie said like i got the wrong grp of friends because i was high and their not. but i don't think i had the wrong grp of people. thou they may not be as enthu as some others, but its being with them that makes me feel good. 2008 have been bad and spending the last day of it and the first day of 2009 makes me feel good because i feel like a family when i am with them. maybe i didn't show it. i was a little crazy and they keep asking me to shut up and don't keep moving around but hahas i like it. after that we took train to serangoon and had prata. choonleong joined us for it. he bought us food from hongkong .yumyunm. but i didn't have a chance to taste it!!! it was at caifa's house and my slipper the one i bought for kelvin, its with munwei. so for me to meet kelvin i need to meet munwei first. ok back to the new year eve, at caifa house he taught me this game which i dunno what is called, but its fun. it taught me how to take risk. i am not a risk taker myself so by playing this kind of game, i think i will cultivate that kind of mentality. but it ended a bit bad when everyone say that i was mean to show jerome attitude because he was late to pick me up. i know i was mean to show attitude, but perhaps its because i was afriad that my parents will scold me. if someone could say like hey chill don't worry. but they say i was spoilt. but i understand that they didn't know how me and jerome communicate so it looks mean for them. but i am glad that jerome was understanding and know my temper well enough. after i board the car, i also apologized for the nasty voice i sounded over the phone. hahas. i think its more of a give and take thingy. maybe me being luckier that i can get to vent my anger first. after all, who is he to fetch me? people fetch me i think i should appreciate le. i do. its just with my frens, i show the not happy face. but they should be nicer! not everyone bombard me. but yea la they didn't shout at me that was great le.

i dislike this xmas because there isn't gift exchange from any of my main grp. like benson n leslie grp. i thought its like don't nida to say and the process it there. but i think maybe because they are guys, its not cultivated within them. its only when its spoken and if its for their gf. or perhaps its the recession. hahas. its a bit upsetting but grow out of it. i think i will xi guan.

read joshua blog knowing that he didn't had a very nice new year on his 3rd day. wonder what happen but none can give me an answer. after that i have been pondering whats wrong but even walter doesn't know.

apple told me that he spend his new year countdown at this girl place, and ferlin told me he saw joshua, caifa told me he saw him too during my new year countdown. everyone just keep telling me where they saw him . it makes me wonder, how's his leg. but everyone say sry i didn't notice how he walk. aya. hahas.

after all that happen i know joshua still has a place. i've spoken it to jerome about it. thx u ! for being so understanding. i don't know how we will become in future. but i hope that u will still be my friend for me. not like those people who change and totally be stranger. =)

i met kienleong after school today. it was rather impromptu outing. its for like 1.5 hr? hahas. i didn't know why but i guess its all because we both were bored. i saw kien sin! shuai. shuai. hahas. an lian him!. he still looks the same. so decent looking hahas. i was glad that the meeting with kienleong didn't turn out strange. like as if there's no conversation. even though it was like harsh suaning to each other but it make the whole thing feel more natural. he cheat me of my bintan trip. kuku head! but its oke..

after that i met ferlin, sokpeng, joan. we had out 38 session and decided to go bintan in april too. hopefully i will really go ! i want to go! they are still as loveable. all of us had our own prob and we spend time at the popeye*flyer* talking and conselling each other. the benefit of having girlfriend is this man. if only my guy friends will be willing to hear my stuff. maybe its me. never hear their prob. but i don't know how to approach them. everyone's so busy with their sch,wrk. people get lazy about calling people out. what happen. is this what happen at 20s? sms communication seems to be the way. but i don't like that. always got misinterpretation. i prefer phone conversation. more happy =)

stupid leslie! msg him talk to him about my prob no reply. kns!