weather has been rather breezy and cold recently. its nice to wrapped myself up with blanket. that feel of warmth is something that i look forward to every night.

happy birthday to amy, rena and jinglin. the jan babies that i knew of =)
yesterday was a weekday supposedly a curfew before 12. but i reached home like at 1am. was out with leslie and gang celebrating rena's birthday. went to sakae sushi buffet. its the first time i eat sakae so i thought that i should open myself up to more choices. thou i ate a lot of choices, but none is my favourite. the mochi dessert is yummy. my house has got it too. but not in lychee and peach , which tasted nice delicious too. after that we went to chill at the cathay starbucks and marriage was one of the topic. hahas targeting at rena and caifa. i sincerly hope that the one that they are with now is the one that they are going to married =) after that we went to the bench outside smu. we formed 2 grps - fan jian and advisor. whahas rubbish. bascially its just talking about relationship. me jere n munwei has been classified together. they gave many different advise and i think some of it is true. i always lead people on without me knowing it. i would just verbally tell the person and if he is still a willing party, i won't go create that distance. but by not doing so, it may still lead the person on because my words and action don't synchronize.so i think this is the reason the way i am treating jerome now.but come to think of it. i think as long as we are happy shouldn't think so much. it seems impossible that platonic relationship can purely exist? i don't want a relationship soon maybe even for the next few mths. what i need is someone who can be there when i am bored and talk to. entertain me play with me. a playmate. but it would alway lead them to fall for me. it will den lead to stress causes as everything reach a different phase people expect something more.. i haven't fully got over my exs. it is making me fear to make new guy friends. now i would contact back frens that i used to know and hang out with. i think this is easier because i won't fear to lead them on. hahas. but i believe sooner or later i will be back to myself. i m just more friendly to guys and i like hanging out with them its my character i think.

school has been hard for me to concentrated and get things started. i think its because of the holidays thingy. like next week i will be having another 2 weeks of holiday for chinese new year.

last sunday i met ferlin to go and shop. and we bought a book on horoscope. i think the most of the contents are quite true. but i am not obbessed with the ideas thou. what do u guys think if girls are to woo the guy? would anything turns out well?