its my relationship. only me and my bf can judge me the rest just shhh.. kip ure words.advice will do but no need to keep repeating or instill your thoughts upon others. everyone should be supportive whenever your frens have a partner. whether the person is bad or not, as long as ure fren love them, u shud just be supportive. don't add oil to fire whenever they argue. because it really mean to break a loving couple up and take adv. of the situation. worst when u try to match them up with some other people when they take a break off the relation. hpm >.<

this is crappy! i am so angry that i just had to blog, but as i waited for this computer to load, i've cooled down. i came to my sense. i can't be bother about what people say behind my back because its not something within control and as long as i am clear concious , i should take it like a girl. joshua's fren jason foo! idiot , went to ask his camp mate if he knows me and later on, he bad mouth about me? saying i was bad and joshua is stupid. maybe poor thing i guess. but i mean, his a guy? come on i have not come across a guy that bad mouth a girl. his the first i guess. n worst is he knows me fren knew me, so what is he trying to pass the message across? allan msg me this at night and it gave me sleepless night. i was so eager to know what is it about that they say and most impt did allan help me speak up or did he go along with the crap. but right at this moment, i think its not impt about what he says or if allan believe me.. i didn't had the courage to know i guess. i didn't want to make it harder for me to be friend with joshua. n allan u piggy head! say i bully u. but i think i can trust u to filter information.

went to school today, first day of school again. realize my planning sux. i had 3 schoool days that clashes with my work schedule? i wonder how am i going to resolve it. trying to find people to help me take over some shift. after school went to buy slippers supposedly to find him.but i can't control myself today so i guess tmr will be better in case i say anything bad.

tired tired tired.. wedding preparation what has it got to do with me man? i shouldn't be inviting my friends. its hard to get their replies. but i understand cause they do not know my sister. but i don't have that many people that know my sister well? but i am glad my girls are supportive. =)i dunno how the wedding will turn out to be like but i hope that she will be enjoying it..

peace..

i know u and me both tried. and i am thankful that friends wasn't really the reason why we are like that. but the aftermath, i don't know. i hope to remain frens rather than stranger thou i know u don't remain frens with ure exs. but i think its diff with us.

meanie.