i guess till now only peishan knows the real reason why i change my blog link. i guess some people have this question in mind as well. i didn't want joshua to know anything else about me since he decided that his not able to be my friend anymore. i also didn't want any single contact with him. i also feel that my blog is everything about him. i want a new life new post everything. hopefully i won't be blogging anything about him. but thru this change of add thingy, i realize who are my freq readers too. hahas. thx for knowing what is going on with me. =) but u guys didn't an wei wo!

really thx peishan for calling me up the other night to ask me what happen to me and show concern towards me. i guess the rest was just to afriad to ask?

been sick since ytd. was sudden. woke up feeling uneasy all over, but there wasn't fever. so i went to work. but i felt worst so i decided to go home earlier in case, i m sick for my sister wedding that will be much more horrible. jerome drove me home, thanks. rested at home, but someohow my fever rose to 39 degree. but my back was aching like mad. went to sinseh first but it didn't feel better because the fever is making me giddy and painful everywhere. took a fever pill and sleep at home. fever subside but rise again after hrs. so my mummy brought me to western doc. fever was still at 38.5. doctor gave me injeection.. sob sob.. i hate and scare of needle. argh.. but was wondering what's wrong with me this year round. each time i had fever, needles seems to be a must, it doesn't subside with rest and pills.

doc says that it might be because i was having slight flu and throat pain yet i went for the adventure. but i never regret going for it ba. it was fun..

suppose to meet edward dickson and joewei ytd, but since i went back earlier, i missed the gathering. i want to see them soon! congrats to enter sispec and ocs unit =)

couldn't sleep, guess i sleep too much but i am still feeling weak and giddy. i think staring at the computer needs energy.

i don't need anyone to pamper me with sweet words right now, i just need to feel that the sincere and the care. sweet words just makes me feel disgusted like wth. i am sick yet u still say all those thing. bit irritating. i have no mood at all to process those long long sms. i am sry thou.