guess working hard is tiring especially with the cold weather. wanted to see the chinese doctor to get extra medicine but he said that i have slight asthma and gave me other medicine. have been feeling weaker this days but i thought that is the tiredness within me. i am tired but i am glad people around me understand what is it about and they showed enough concern for me. did msg walter to ask me about joshua but he says that it would be better if i had total no contact with him. it would be hurtful but its easier for him. maybe. i wanted him to pei me to find him to check on him. but he isn't free.

tmr i am going to the forest adventure with my MI clique. i dunno if its fun and i am scare that it would be scary. i don't want to fall down or back out at the last min because it is gona cost me 25 dollar. ! arghs. hahas but everyone is going, if i don't go i think i will be quite upset with myself for missing it too.

finally planned and book my holiday trip to genting plus kl le. many decision was change at every minute its hard to plan but well.. finally got it. will be going with peishan,stanley,jerome, and 3 peishan friends with my lil sister. there's been some tough times trying to plan out the prog and the money issue but i am glad that all my friends are nice ppl quite easy going makes it easier to plan =)