if u think that i am that kind of woman. so be it. i don't know what else to say to just make you better. things that i done is from my heart. u think its complicated, i can't blame you for that either. i just want to be your friend and that's that. i don't think at this point of time u ever bothered if there's still love from me. if u think tmr is the last time u wanna suffer whatever pain, i think u will be better off without having me faking my care for u. my presence should hurt u more. and whatever cut u deep, selfish, leading u on. any accusation from u i will just take it. i don't need those words from u every again.

to be back as friends or not will be your call man. i am not going to be as mean as u to say that u will be there but not forever. what i need is someone to be there even if they have someone else. i think that is what friends are for.

i had never taken u as a fling. flings arent' like that.

i am sorry your leg is hurt. i am sry i didn't wake up earlier today to visit u as i promised too( i remembered, not like stupid nail strengthener. bullshit ). but i glad i ddin't. becoz if i read ure post after i am back i dunno how hurt would i then be. i really am. for the last time i say it.i don't know how am i suppose to treat u from now on. even to visit u, will i be thrown out of it?

* but i hope u will draw the hatred line clearly and not take it upon my sister wedding