after all the things u said how do u expect me to face you? how do u expect me to think nth happen. it has always been the case, u saying smth bad, then u say smth nice. i don't want to lead u on by visiting u yet i can't find a second person to pei me to visit u . guess i will just see you on the day of my sister wedding. i don't deny that i am happy with him. i am happy with anyone that does not drag their promises. i don't regret saying the nail things as bullshit because till now i have never gotten a bottle of it. my family dotes my exs like their own too. if u ever need them, u can always just give them a ring. they are not the mean kinda whom just leave you once we broke up. i believe my exs can prove that they are nice people. teach me now how to show u that i care. u don't want to be my friend, on what do i take to visit u ? the one person that indirectly cause ure injury?

its funny that i blog often whenever u had smth up at yours and the saddest thing is that its always bad stuff. you made me proud to think that u ever did try to accept uncle, if u are really not able to accept him as your 'dad" then just take him as ure mum's bf, as long as ure mum is happy i guess u will be too. i m not fit to comment anything else coz yes i will really never understand how is it like to have such family or the loneliness because i got a pair of sisters. but if u feel lonely, u've got your friends.. u could try sms-ing them to come and play with you? you don't have to be bothered about if their busy.. i m sure they will make it.