i wanna have mocha ice blended, long john silvers', movie dates, traveling trips!

took a very deep breathe. wonder how should i go about typing it out. the url was out of my mind for a few weeks. it took me a while to think what is the url. i found 3 articles, just be seeing the title makes me feel like crying. everything about him seems to trigger my emotion.

memories that came to me the day that i see you, no matter how i hated jan 20, i remembered it. i think i am the meanest girl on earth. i shouldn't have lead u on in the way u think i did, when i am not ready to just focus my full attention to u. i don't deny that i've been trying to move on. all i just want is to be happy and smile everyday. i am sorry that it is built on your unhappiness. i don't know what else do i have to say to make u feel better. i'm here for u no matter who i am with. i don't know if our paths will ever cross, but i want to know a new you. the old u evoke different feelings in me. misunderstanding in your blog, no trust in my actions, its all my bad. i shouldn't be contradicting and i should be clear to u . about the past, there isn't much to say, but i am glad u finally know what i really wanted to hear. thanks.

i miss ya
i am not hopeless.
STUDY !!!! what the hell am i thinking man..