why do people form expectation and get hurt by it?

haven't got time to study this week, =( not because i am lazy. i was busy helping my mummy at the office. i saw my sister result today, she got 2nd class honours and this is going to be my aim for my degree too. in a way, it acts as a pressure to me. i am not sure if i am capable to get that result? must it be maintain b y all As or Bs? ( siewfong give me an ans ) i've regained the mood to get my piano training on track so shouldn't be too bad.. something feels lacking. what have i not done? sry to my frens if i hadn't had time to msg u guys that often. its not because your are forgotten its mainly because i hardly had time for myself. =)) suddenly i appreciate being single.

ytd was my first day job at esplanade, it was nerve wrecking. i didn't had a clue what was i supposed to do and not do, where to stand, when to move and who to report. but it was fun and slack hahas. i love playing with walky talky. =) its my ah ma bdae ytd too.. went to have dinner with my family at the usual steamboat at mt faber. later on,jerome came to pick me with allan and we went exploring henderson waves, its pretty and cooling there at night. its a nice place to sit there and chat.

※雨淋湿了天空

毁得很讲究

你说你不懂

(我)为何在这时牵手

我晒干了沉默

悔得很冲动

就算这是做错

也只是怕错过

在一起叫　梦

分开了叫　痛

是不是说 没有做完的梦最痛

迷路的后果

我能承受

这最后的出口

在爱过了才有

＃能不能给我一首歌的时间

紧紧地把那拥抱变成永远

在我的怀里你不用害怕失眠

如果你想忘记我也能失忆

能不能给我一首歌的时间

把故事听到最后才说再见

你送我的眼泪

让它留在雨天

越过你划的线我定了勇气　

的终点

＃ Repeat (※) ＃

你说我不该不该

不该在这时候说了我爱你

要怎么证明我没有说谎的力气

请告诉我

那暂停算不算放弃

我只有一天的回忆

Repeat ＃

你说我不该不该

不该在这时说了爱你

要怎么证明我没力气

告诉我暂停算不算放弃

我说我不该不该

不该在这时才说爱你

要怎么证明我没有力气

我只有一天的回忆