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been busy celebrating my bdae this entire week. mum's been nagging at me to pack my room and come home early but it seems hard. i enjoyed the week of celebration with all my friends =) thx for those who had wished me and those who had made effort and got me a gift. all the present i recieved are wonderful and i deeply appreciate it. thou i may not sseems to show enough concern day to day to each individual, pls note that you guys are impt to me. esp leslie and gang of people. i may seems busy but i am not !so if anyone needs a listening ear, try me out hahas. i shall upload the pict from all the celebrations when i have time to do so.

today: celebrate w polymates
woke up in the early morning expecting everyone to be late hahas so me and ferlin agreed on 930 timing when we knew that its going to be meeting at 10am. we went sentosa and all of us got ourselves burn,red,tanned in many ways. but thx god its not that horrible as compared to the last horrible tanned that we had. sentosa changed alot and i am sure to be back and try out the activities provided. esp song of the sea. i had never been there! =( everyone came except prissy becoz she was sick so well.. after that we went town with all 7 people squeeze in the jazz.we were lucky to leave at the time that it was going to rain. after that me sp joan and kl went to watch burn after the reading. its a STUPID MOVIE pls do not watch it. the entire show seems to be more of a "what the fuck" show. every 5 min seems to have that phrase and no one understood. this combination is the first time we had for watching a movie, i enjoyed the companionship of all girls because all of us were v 38 and we gossiped and show concern to everyone we know. hahas. after the movie we went to mac at ps. tooks alot of pict the entire day and i missed them right now ! thou supposedly to meet allan and guys after the things but somethings screwed up somewhere and stupid dickson showed attitude by not answering or reply my msg. i hate that! but ya now he tells me that becoz he was having crab. but still.. show some respect to the person by at least replying saying smth at least. don just assume.

oh thx ferlin n wx for making cake castle and the wallet from joan!hahas
fri: celebrate with benson n guys
went to school in the day and got present from my classmates. but was quite silly of them to get 2 scheduler diary for me hahas it makes it harder for me to chose esp when i have 3 books now to chose. in the evening, benson and eric came to funan and we went bugis to shop for my present. got myself a guess wallet. thx benson weiliang and sally for sharing it! i love the wallet. i really loved it =) n of coz eric contribution of $1 to the wallet as well hahas.. jr u owe me a present! well well after that headed to cini to meet the rest thou its supposedly to just be benson,weiliang,eric,jr but there we go friends plus friends, it end up to be 9 guys and 1 girls thingy. its weird becoz its not really like a bdae cleberation thingy but more of a movie gathering session. but still i enjoyed it thou the show maxpayne is abit lame. the movie ended at about 2am and jerome fetch me back. so its like the 6 times in a week that i met him. thx! if i am not wrong there seems to be a fight going on at cini ytd so enlighten me if anyone knows anything hahas

thurs : MY ACUTAL BDAE!
yes.. finally it was my 20th bdae. i guessed i must start cultivating myself to become a woman. joshua came to my house early and i was glad he did that, after all, i want to be like a queen on my bdae. =) we went to ms,suntec and bugis to shop around to see if i could get any present. but couldn't managed to make up my mind. thx joshua for the treat and the time was well spent =)hugs.!
after that went to meet ming and benson. thx for the dinner treat,the surprise bdae cake and flyer treat and everything that u treated me that day! i do felt like a princess=") it was a memorable experience for me as it was my virgin ride on the flyer. i was kinda scare at the start but things went well after we were heading down. after that experience, other heights seems to be normal to me now. i think its jus a matter of overcoming the fear in u . after the ride, the duty free shop has this straw bag that caught my attention and the salesgirl told me that it was only available at that place so impulsely i got it ! thx joshua for sponsoring it. hahas immediately i msg him so that he could pay for that somehow . hahas. later on, i walked home from the flyer. explored many new route and we were walking on the F1 track. sounds rather cool ya? after that met jerome and he drove me to korkor's hse to get my presnet. guess what,the travel bag they got me was the one i saw with joshua at topman and was thinking of getting it. but they got it for me, and the scraf was nicely designed too =)while on the way back, jerome gave me a few surprises becoz i had never knew him as someone surprising. he hide present ard his car and present seems never ending to me. i love the cap esp! =) i wore it to sentosa today as well.. oh yea! thx tianming for the necklace too. its was nice and pretty= )

wed: celebrate with sec.girls.
oh my god. ! its been long since i can get all the girls out at the same time. so well i was excited. we went taka to have dinner at pasta cafe while waiting for the late kangli as usual and the food there seems quite alright. my sister was admited to hospital and so siewfong was nice, she got me a cake in case i won't be having it at my house. THX!! xiaojie can read !? i m priasing u ! after that we went to my place to having cake sesssion again becoz my mum said that she had the cake ready. was a pretty cozy cleberation different from how celebration are held outside. siewfong got me a jade and it was kinda small, i was trying hard to squeeze it in. i hadn't managed to do so till now. the rest of the presnet i haven't opened it up yet. gekhui was lazy! but she treated me dinner =) i am glad coz i had a very full and sumptous dinner . after that they all left at about 11 and i was quite sad and sian becoz i had to be at home, but lucky i got siewfong with me. i know she will be there for me somehow. jr was nice! he called me and ask me out. so i went ahead with it. edwin came to pick me up with jr and we went to hougang to play pool. the first person to call me to wish me was jerome n joshua. but acc. to my watch both are late. but its the thought that count. i enjoyed it with jr edwin and siewfong! i didn't expect that this would be the combination that i am counting down my bdae with. deeply appreciated esp when i am not close w jr he actually bothered. ben n eric came along as eric passed me a merry go round display thingy. its classy and elegant in a way. i love it and i was playing with it when i was in ed's car. was scolded by jr for causing irritation whhas.. thx eric!

tue: with les and gang
yes! finally i get to meet them up at first i was thinking that gosh it would be weird seeing them again.like i had mention in my blog earlier on but after that the feeling was gone when i met them at esplanade. was at esplande coz i had to do fitting for my work, thx brandon for giving me a scarf for my bdae =) it was sweet of him after all we weren't friends for long! thx thx.. so yupp with jeremy,rena,munwei,amy,caifa we went lau pat sat and coffee club near raffles area. we walked and walked and chat and chat. it was fun as it felt like the past whereby i could just speak loudly and i just love arguing with caifa and be smarter than munwei. hahas. caifa thought us some agree and disagree game was fun but quite brain taxing and its not good for mE! we order many food and yupp i am glad we went lau pat sat so my bdae seems like diff experience.i love the session at one fullerton whereby we sat and chit chat about how we are doing and stuff. stupid leslie call me shiteye. i think so. so its dumb dumb. but i was guilty that i forgot leslie had a elder brother. i am sorry leslie! hahas.

yupp guessed that's about all.. its too long. hahas. thx everyone for creating such a nice day for me =) thou minor hipcups do occur but i am glad to have all of u!



finally, someone had chalet again and i managed to get permission to stay out from home. which means i can get to reach home after day-break. so it was exciting for me and i wanted to meet as many people as i can! it was joan's celebrating her 21st bdae. from her looks, i figured out that she should have an enjoyable bdae party. was happy for her to receieve so many present and that she likes the bikini that i bought her. was quite tiring sat for me as i had woke up ard 8am to swim and went cycling with ferlin ( she's cool, she wore a skirt to cycle salute! ) and help out at the bbq thing and spend on whole morning till about 6 i reached home. ( thx eric for waiting and waking ! and ensurely my friends were safe home too! )

swimming was great, got some tanned color on me and cycling was fun becoz it was very windy. been long since i met the all the polymates at the same time. finally passed weixiang his bdae present and glad he likes it too. kailin was present with her bf ! and i realize that she got happier. she was glowing with happiness.

went to meet caifa,jeremy,chunleong,amy and munwei since they were also attending seng's bdae.at that point of that i was suppose to meet them, i was thrilled and excited coz i missed them. but after meeting them, i felt abit weird. things weren't the same or rather maybe i had changed. i felt left out and its hard for me to mingle in. i don't know when they are lying to me as usual but they said they were gg taiwan and if i wanted to go they can add a tix. it makes me feel shitty. but ya smiled. when we were having mini conversation, it makes me realize that everything they knew about me was when i was "little" , i doubt they knew the present me. it was quite sad to hear things like they are second and i cast them aside, other's more impt etc.. i mean they had and will always be the priority its just that i think i have grown up or maybe because i don't know how to ask them out like old times. even for bdae, i also will feel that its pointless to keep my big day for them. its no longer the crazy me where will call them and tell them about myself. i m a girl, sometimes i need people to ask me about it as well. is that a gd or bad thing acutally?

we did talked about my bdae celebration date as well.. i am sry to siewfong! becoz they had wanted to make it on wed and i actually had that thought of cancelling the outing with my girls. but yea.. luckily we settled on tue. so means.. i can still celebrate with siewfong!! =) hahas. so countdown for me yea? hahas.. coz usually my mum will get the cake at home. maybe this time round it would be my girls' sharing that cake with me. if my mum do remember..

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on fri, i went vivo to celebrate my bdae and liying's bdae with the MI people. it was nice seeing all of them. alicia,shaowei,jeslin,lucius,peishan,liying,jerome and lucius' gf. thx my darling peishan to organize them and i liked my present from all of them! =) played some stupid game called the "thumb" game. loser were suppose to kiss someone , somehow. it started with me kissing liying. hahas phew.. peishan was the only person spared in the entire game. not fair! becoz sw, me , ly, jerome,alicia got it somehow. Jerome came to find me at about 3am when i was at the chalet, he told me smth and it weird becoz we've been in our current status throughout 3-4 years. maybe things will work out somehow, someday. i am bit confused.

joshua msg me to let me know that he might not make it for my bdae. talked to sweeleng and sokpeng about it during the chalet. so many things that we chatted. from e to jerome to joshua. they said that somewhere in my heart i will have joshua. y m i related to all the J's.

got dickson msg asking me out to celebrate the oct babies bdae. deeply appreciated that! was nice of him. at least makes me feel good. hahas

stupid dad! just told me to on the radio and they are talking about how to make short people looks taller! i guess i had better study nw!



indeed its 7 more days to my bdae but i am getting weird feelings about it . not excitement but nervousness and his no longer there. everything seems different. but i want present! hahas.

there has been many things that i wanna blog about but certain things just seems harder for me to type it out. i dunno if i am handling all my relationship alrights. been talking to e quite a lot recently, i don't know if its fair. ianw.. does it really matter if a person dress well or not? but i think things should just flow naturally. i found out a big secret in my class scandal.. there's so much to talk about. i am looking forward to school everyday now. i wanna know how things would turn out to be.

went to watch eagle with benson and eric ytd. not too bad a movie. was like exciting all the way. ttmr will be meeting peishan and guys to celebrate my earlie bdae.shall get my mood started=)





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went over to batam during the weekend. it was sudden and kelvin and darren! i am so sry to really at the last min notify. i was already like on my way to kallang mrt so that i can go and cycle with them but my mum called and said that she was really serious about me going to batam. so i had to cancel. but i was already in the train by then. since i need lunch, i called benson and eric out to eat. nice delifrance meal =) thx.. batam was fun at the very least this time i finally stayed at hotel again. the view from the room was magnificent and the sunrise was simply amazing. what could be nicer than waking up and there was a balcony view of the sunrise. went to pray as well and the advice was, pay attention to nth except studies. so well i guess its right and time for me to wake up and start my engine going.. shalln't slack further.. but this idea is spoiling my bdae mooD!

came back ytd and realize that my homework consist of 12 essay qn has yet to be completeD! told myself that i should do it like today, but right now.. still only 1 qn has been completed. hahas.. i am really getting lazy.rotting. but at least i played the piano.. phew~ less guilt over here.

to edward ! happy bdae ( 7oct)



yes it kinda take long but yes i finally got it ! =)

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My bdae is 2 more weeks!
met weiliang,benson and eric for movie at tamp today for the house bunny. its simply hilarious! go catch it on theatre. hahas. i was laughing non-stop. its acutally a good movies for girls' night out thou. i shall go to sleep now. hahas.



a daY trip to JB, we went shopping and i still can't find shoes that fit my foot.. maybe one day i should take a pict of my feet. after shopping we found this place =) a place that brings back childhood memories. what a great day to celebrate happy children's day ..