yes.. going to oct. which means my bdae is coming, along with joan and guang liang. 16 oct the good thing is i get to meet up and get present the bad thing is.. i m not going have the age starting with number 1. so can start to ask me out :P hehez..

fri was bit screwed up for me. was raining heavily, and my paper broke, so it was quite messy for me. esp having to talk on the phone at the same time. went lunch with my classmates and e came along la. hahas. supposedly to meet kelvin after my piano to return his hammock but along the way came flu and j's emotional state. so i went to meet j after my piano. it was a weird feeling meeting him esp after the things he told me about. though i had to act like it was nth i am cool about him making use of me in a way. it just feel weird when people say it to u. i wonder if he being nice is a natural thing or his just cheating me forever la. best friend maybe the case but it just feel weird.

sat met up with peishan and ferlin and ps fren i think its huifang. we went sengkang for a swim. it was fun. the sun was good the pool was nice. during the swim had long chat with ferlin. it makes me wonder.. why are we getting more practical. this conversation brought up by peishan when she said " it's better to have someone who drives" hahas. oh no! are we all turnning older now that this matters? liying and jerome met us later for movie. it was very stupid. we were like about to pay for the movie ticket at ps we decided to go cathay. was quite embarrassing but v fun. so we went cathay and there was this angmoh in front of us whose v irritating he turn behind and ask us to keep quiet. claiming that we were noisy. wth. hahas. embarassed but with ly and ps it just seems much more hilarious! whahahs. we watched painted skin. me and ly was so close to each other during the movie at certain parts man. its was kinda freaky. hahas. poor jerome was sneezing away..

he went back to get his car and we went on a long journey.. when i reach home it was about 230 ? oh yea.. thanks jerome for the ajisen treat ! =)) ming sent me an mms of a drawing, it was kinda nice because no one had done that before. but jiu shi wrong la..

joshua just came to my house like a few min ago. he came to pass me my stuff. as his moving house so there were some books of mine that he needs to clear i guess. but nice seeing him thou it was weird because on my side it seems like i wanna talk to him more but his like rushing away to meet his friend. well. well...



http://www.thecentral.com.sg/home/index.aspx?key=happenings-riverfestival
just saw the news. gosh i should have make my way to central today! argh* they really transported people eh. i tot my daddy was kidding me about it. shouldn't have make my way to buy mos burger. should have headed down to central man =( sobs..! but anw.. so i check up the central web see if there are any more chances to see it. NO! but just to share the river festival is a good show. was watching it last week. the part about dragon dance. if u have the time check it out!

http://news.asiaone.com/News/AsiaOne%2BNews/Singapore/Story/A1Story20080924-89825.html
my fav milk! the milk scandal seems to be getting bigger man. more and more products seems to be tainted. i guess for now its best to just avoid all the product from china. hahas. starting to anti them man. unscrupulous merchants!

i did a good deed today!







si siewfong! how can u wu hui me. =( so upset.. thanks goodness she asked me ytd regarding the pict took at sista island. I WASN'T HUGGING HIM. there isn't a need for me to explain. asked E and J to look at the pictures, there comment seems normal. a thinking strike me at that time, find someone who can understand your actions or will find ways to understand it than someone u need to explain yourself so much. i think it will be more sweet and there's will be happiness in the relationship. over the weekend, hang around with my classmate for mahjong session and we went for movie- MAMA MIA! omg that show is nice! if u have the time, catch it ! we hang around till about 4 plus and its time for me to go home. however, sokpeng hang around with my friends till about 6? thanks adrain for fetching her home =)) ferlin told me about her outing with Will and Paul, i kinda hate whatever that paul said about us. his an ass! he has no right to doubt who we make friends. i know his showing care and concern to ferlin but.. who doesn't start making friends, knowing them? it depends on how we judge and how we feel comfortable around with friends.

ytd was the last day of my esplanade training, so sooner or later i will start working as a usher. which mean its time to shop for shoes! my small sized shoes, where r u !? when i was on my way to esplanade, i saw some of the F1 racing car models, there are beautiful. how i wish i could watch ! hahas.

i am always feeling uncomfortable when people are nice to me, i get attracted to people who are more less sensitive about my feelings, this is crazy! i should start getting used to people being nice to me instead of losing them.

looking forward to weekends again =)



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yesterday was a busy day, had to go for tuition and esplanade. brandon picked me up at my house and when he drop me at esplanade i thought that he had lesson with me. but it is not! hahas he got school at sim. gosh.. make me so paiseh. made him go through erp and stuff just to fetch me. his very nice to even insist that he will fetch me back like according to plan. but i rejected cause it is really very weird to make him come all the way to fetch me again. the lesson at esplanade today was fun as it was about security.we had many role plays session and its scary to think if it really happen to me when i am on duty. joshua.k came back from msia and text me, we went out for supper after my lesson and yupp wanted to eat at old airport road in the end, we had macdonald's instead. reach home like 11 plus, it was nice chatting with him because his view is very different and he had very different perspective. i think it will be nice to ask him for opinion if i had met with any prob.

went to school today, i was up earlie and i made myself smell very nice. i was very happy. hahas. back to my morning person mood =)) this time round adrian was late for class hahas. we drove to heeren to have lunch with the rest . after lunch,he drove me home. later i think i got to go chalet? hahas not very sure yet..



didn't blog for 2 days? or 1? not very sure.. try taking the test

http://www.mypersonality.info/personality-types/ its quite fun =0

exchanged a few sms with joshua and his going malaysia for work. his wrk seems to required lots of traveling. ferlin is now headache over william issue whahs quite excited to see what will be followed up. that all updated about the camp? haven't got photos from the alumuni club either..

sch has been piling up more with research readings and tutorials. its fun as it starts to make my brain moving and i enjoyed that =") money is never enuff! gosh.. when joan called me this morning to tell me about her prob , only than i realize that hmm.. maybe i should really start saving up and spend less. i don't spend on clothings or what but its mainly on entertainment and food. shall cut that down! bad morning started on for me as the freaking bus made me waited for like half hour or so for it and i was so so late for school. i never like the feeling of rushing in the money. it just drain my energy level. so didn't really chat much with my classmates and isolated myself from lunch outing. i think its better for me to stay home after school..got to go tuition and esplanade training later. lucky, brandon said he will pick me up so i guess it won't be so rush for me. sometimes.. its good to have friends' initiating to pick u up. hahas. but of coz.. traveling on public transport its still more lang man hahas

met up with benson and eric ytd for lunch and movie- step brothers. its quite funny and at the back the last part when he was singing is quite touching i guess.. ming suggested to bring me to school and fetch me home from sch hahas. its a nice gesture but let's see if it will happen la. hahas eric's bad suggestion.. evill...







came back ytd from sista island camp. so sister island is spilt into 2 and its literally called big island and small island. we were camping at the big sister island. it was fun and i was the only one man standing through the night. i am v proud to say that because i really never had so much fun before and i was to excited to sleep that i went round disturbing every single people that is sleeping. the group of alumni include joshua, william, bernard, marcus, and a few saa people. was fun to chat with them and of coz i took alot of silly pict with ferlin. i never knew that i will talk to people at the age of 27 28 29 kind. i always think of them as old people. but its different perspective that i get when i talk to them. i will strive harD! =) the views of the sea , the sun and the moon was amazingly pretty esp at the different timing. were present at the sun set timing and the sky was just too romantic. that the pict took at that hours was all hugging, gay-ing, les-ing and of coz the blue blue sky. rather, its not all blue thou.

all of us were making fun of ferlin and commando and i was link with that joshua in the team. its werid to think that in my entire life i can be easily linked with people named joshua, but well i think there's only one that i will want to be linked with.

had dinner with my family at tanah merah jumbo, the environment there is nice. i ate lots of dishes and was very full. the honeydew sago was nice but it punishment is tummy cramps. hahas. happy birthday dad!

got my mens right after the trip, makes me even more tired to go to school so i skipped it. i look all pale man. woke up like in the afternoon and bought lunch for eric at his station. well he does look better in uniform. hahas. no wonder girls will fall for guys in uniform. i thin i better slp now again. =)



i found my sunglass! yes damn happy.. shall now concentrate looking for my thumbdrive. going for camp tmr. pretty excited. i am in a room that has no fan or aircon, damn freaking hot. went to taka to eat today at ambush for pasta. its quite nice =) had piano lesson again and meet kelvin for dinner. Thank you ! for the hammock !!! alrights.. blog soon




been thinking through last night, why do i tear upon leaving his place. joan told me today that is it dissapointment or is it old memories. had a very nice sleep yesterday night guess it was because i was so tired walking here and there yesterday just to get dinner and because i had a nice hot bathe.

went to school today , teacher mentioned about labrador park! a park that i had always been wanted to visit since i was in secondary. still remember back then, i asked leslie to bring me go. hahas. till now, i still haven't seen how that park look like. but i know bus 408 goes there. maybe one day i shall explore all the park in singapore.went to vivo with my classmates. hang around until about 130 went to meet dickson,edward and allan for lunch at white dog cafe as well as movie.

the service @ vivo city GV SUX! the stupid man at the counter was so freaking damn rude. for a nc16 show, he wanted to check the 3 of our ic. i didn't bring and he refuses me with poor bad lousy attitude. damn F* up! angry..argh.. make me seems like the culprit that bars them from the movie. so we bought tix for my sassy girl instead and decided to crash cinemas since the show timings are quite near. by luck, we walk into other cinema number just to try out and allan went to ask someone what show are they going to watch. and its BANGKOK DANGEROUS! so we sneak it and got ourself seated. it was kind of a experience for us and we were all scare and guilty for a few min. but after the show started, we got ourselves comfortable. hahas. glad we did that cause its was real fun and the show is worth it. action pack movie.

today is kind of long day, went to meet joan after my movie at about 7 at bugis. supposedly to get prissy present but that shop doesn't carry that design that prissy wanted. we intended to join wx and his fren to celebrate his bdae, but they just starting eating at about 8 plus so we gave that idea out. some guy sort of "stalk "me without me knowing while have dinner at long john. when i was waiting for bus a guy, a bit potato kind came fwd and say his been noticing me and wanted my number. i refused. damn.. maybe should have at least tell him my name.whahas. but it kinda make me happy at least i know, i am not that bad after all. whahas!



sch went well today, finally used some of my brains and got myself familarize with the text as all the question requires me to flip here and flip there. whahas. everyone still seems a bit weird but it turns out to be a silly prank which i had no idea who started it. went for tuition and my kid ask "teacher, y u have pimple me and jiejie don't have" haiz.. make me so sad. and he added " ure nose pimple looks like deer " he was refering to rudoff.. wth.. hahas i guess i was nice enough not to punish him by giving hiim lotsa of homework. omG! went over to joshua's place to get the camp stuff from him, his sick but still able to shout. lol. THANKS~



adrian my classmate msg me ytd about vitamin pills and he really got one bottle of vitamin c for me today. i was quite surprise i mean usually people don't bother about making me well not even people who likes me. so i guess being a age gap of 4 years do makes a different in one person mentality? though eugene did bothered once by offering panadol some years back in the days when i was in secondary. really appreciated that esp its chewable and good for my skin too been wanting to find one that is nice and well just nice.. no one offers to lent me their haversack except leslie! thank you =)) but i have called up joshua and ask him for the bag and etc stuff this afternoon. now i need hammock? lols. so thank joshua as well! and of coz my beloved jeremy bro who wanted to lent me his ex's adidas bag -.- LOL!

it rained heavily as i was on my way back from the esplanade training again. brandon offers a ride back home as he is staying in sengkang, that mad guy drives around everyday, isn't it expensive? whahahs! so mean. Thanks him for suggesting a ride back as well ! i mix with a girl called shanshan, pretty lady and i think i can communicate with her better as well.



went over to batam on saturday, wanted to shop for shoes but sadly again searched high and low there isn't any shoes that fits me unless shoes for the kids. don't deny that their design is nice but the color is always like blue and pink. too colorful for me. been sneezing until my nose is red and i can forsee that pimple is going to grow on that spot. hahas. pray hard that it doesnt. pls*** will be going camp this sat, does anyone has any big haversack to lent? pls volunteer! hahas or tell me who has it. did some homework today at china square, felt like the days when i was in secondary school or at least poly year 1. nice feeling thou. went foot massage after that with my mummy, its rather painful but very comfortable. bit ironic but yupp.. tt is what u get for foot massage.



hey happy bdae to u boy!

to him :i will take care of myself. i won't not be like what you say i am actually doing. but thanks for your concern. it could be better if you phrase it with a sweeter tone.

started on homework today, got very tired and my comprehensive level is either getting low or because i did not use my brain for a long while. but the idea of studying seems much better than drinking and staying out late. met my classmates at blabbers again.

after that went to piano as usual and went to central to meet my mum. the lightings and program held at central by the media is great. it really attract huge crowd and their program is kinda of interesting as well. my dad says he will get me a pair of shoes, but sadly, as always, its so hard to just get a size 3.5. argh! n all the salesgirls are always reluctant to believe when i say hi can u get me the smallest size u have. they always give me the common size 5. for what? waste their time having to go back in and look for another pair. -.- shop around and saw very nice cupcakes and decided to buy them. i think tmr i will one shot upload all my pict that i have taken man! its piling up hahas.



sneeze sneeze sneeze. stupid moronic pig.- ME!

went out ytd to watch WALL-E, its a nice show. i would rather have a robot as my bf if he can be as serious as WALL-E. ytd was a hetic day, been msg-ing people the whole day here and there juts to confirm who is meeting later. many things happen and its quite irritating but lucky things went out fine. didn't went to club but instead went to pub called studio eighteen @ keong saik street? the place smells like salon. hahas. drank quite a bit, don't know y but i seems to gulp it down. in the end suffers from the after effect. Eric drove to pick me up with benson, his kinda sweet as he prepared a mineral water bottle for me. the first time that i drink i kept feeling to vomit. argh* uncomfortable feeling.

woke up and got a slight headache. i swear to myself now, i am never going to let him affect me in my behaviour. this thing got to stop. i can't always go out till late night drink and stuff. crazy man. he won't bother. its like i deserve all this as i bring it upon myself. got to start doting myself, i am not going to go out late for the next week. !!! drink more liang cha.. hahas



Was talking to kienleong about our past relationship thingy last sunday? it's kind of interesting because, sometimes somethings are not said during the relationship and its also hard to say after break up. i am glad that after a few years since we broke off, now i am able to talk to him about all this. its really funny, heartwarming. i guess its always more sweet and innocent when the relationship is at a younger age. indeed, it brings back memories but it shall remain thereafter. lim kien leong! if u ever read this post, THANKS YOU! hahas. i am glad that both of us realize we were both meanies hahas. will i ever be talking to joshua like that again? will it take as many years as me and kl took?

monday woke up at 1? when i am suppose to meet my classmates at bugis. was too tired. i guess i really needed much more rest. went to meet there at nlb but it was too crowded so we went to strand hotel - babbler's cafe to study. crazy bunch of people but yes we finally did get our work done. will be seeing them tmr again for movies hahas.

today is tue already and my flu isn't getting much better. i think i am suffering from heatiness? i water and fruits doesn't seems to help much. tmr still have to go clubbing to celebrate prissy's bdae. anyone wanna be nice and volunteer to fetch me and my friends home? hahas