its either i am trying to keep myself super busy or i am really enjoying the life i have now. but come to think of it, the life i am leading now isn't much different from the past 2 weeks. every morning attend class and attend training at time. keeps my mind of the break up. so i think will be fine although yupp i will miss him. but which freak can manage to forget things so fast?

after class today, went to play badminton. cool man.. i beat all of them. well.. most of it also because they keep hitting out.OUT! while playing the game, it is the only moment whereby i truly had nothing on my mind except enjoy, entertain and win. whahash.. hahaas. after that i went ahead to teach tuition. gosh.. the kid is really horrible.i spend most of my time screaming at him. bad boy!

i msg him last nite about the anni thingy. he replied. i was kinda of happy. thou question if he was asleep has been flashing, i asked but he never reply anymore. i know he won't anyway. he said that " it just not the same as how he countdown last time". has he moved on? hahas.. it ends tonight, it ends tonight. finding someone u can't live without is something that requires big big ability, as it its painful.