i am not going to blog about my bad r/s anymore.

THANK YOU !

to all my friends whom show me extra concern like jerome and ferlin.

to him. i appreciate you trying hard to strike conversation ytd, esp when u ask me what will i be doing this sat thou it could be better if its asking me more about what i will be doing. I like the idea when u propose that we shall go back to lives few weeks b4. but i stopped. there's a prob. even u know that within this few weeks, u've changed. i don't know if the reason u tell me is true - u said no reason -.-. but i figure out that i shouldn't tell u i am agreeable.

because, to just solve the problem just like that , it wouldn't change the root of the prob. we've been facing this prob many times. Each time, we just try to faster find a way and go on with the life. i don't ever want to face this prob again. i'd rather be sad now all the way than to once again keep feeling hurt as the same prob arises. as usually.. we argued after that. i don't want either of us to be unhappy anymore. esp u. u said that i am the cause of the stress given to u and me because i think too much. its hurts ya.

i seriously don't know how long this thing will drag. but.. someone told me.

" if u lack of passion in doing something, take a break off from it " i think its pretty meaningful. if a person lost its passion towards something, he/she will just get irritated at the slightest manner and will say stupid things to hurt someone they don't intend. but if u have the passion toward something, u will go all out without being told to just make it works, make someone smile. its comes from the heart.

i hope that we both can find back the passion that we once had. 初恋的感觉。。。