43 years old means my mum is also 43 as she is born in the year of 1965. yesterday was ndp, my mum and dad supposedly go see the parade but my dad was so lazy that he decided to stay at home because it was raining. lols! my mum and dad wanted to watch the fireworks thou.. so they head out for it. i mean which person doesn't like fireworks?

i love them the most.. but he doesn't really appreciate them. to him.. its a bit waste of time and he hates the standing and the mass crowd. but nevertheless, at the very least, he wil company me go. that was something that make me smile for the entire day that i was with him ba. although he wasn't enjoying it wholeheartdly, that upset me a lil as it seems like i forced him to do it. he said that he was alrights, but i am a girl obviously i could sense that he wasn't 100% enjoying.

watched 2 movies in a day - the mummy and the journey to the centre of the earth. i was trying hard to wake that tired pigg beside me while he watched the movies. i know he was tired. but when we watch the 2nd movie with his friends, he doesn't appear as tired as he was with me. is it me that is boring him? hushush..

i finally open myself up and told him whatever that is troubling me. but it wasn't on the phone. he nevers calls. there's nth much he can do except asking me what do i want from him? hmm.. if i know, i wont' be suffering now rights? now i can fully understand how he felt when he was really feeling v down n low confidence. hahas..

well..well..

tmr will be a better day. i am going to start school ( hopefully no more screwed up) argh.. stupid sch giving me so much trouble b4 it starts. hope it would gives me less time to be thinking nonsence stuff.