hao xing ku ar.. i hate it when its the 2nd day of every period. i don't know why but it will hurts like crazy and for most gfs of mine. it happens on the 2nd day too. is there a reason o cure behind it? =( back hurts and tummy hurts but i drag myself to school today. woke up quite early to check if anyone would msg me since its my first day of sch. but nahs.. not him for sure. =(

been thinking about what joyce and jerome told me ytd. perhaps i should really not bother about r/s matter too much. just leave things at it is, don't push too hard. esp when joyce told me how walter used to msg her more but now in uni days he cut them down and how she try to bo hiu it. but for my case.. i msg him more becoz he doesn't msg me and even if i msg him.. there's a risk of him not replying.(did i really overreacted)

went to sch, travlled long distance with hardship man.. the LT is super cold and the couple beside is like so argh.. en aii.. keep hugging each other. perhaps they should just guled themselves up. wanted to give up and go home because i was really in pain but i thought of a phrase that he once told me" don't always think u r sick can" so i struggled on to prove to myself that i'm not someone who always needs someone to be there for me. thou at that point i really hope that one of the car that drives into the sch would be driving me home.

saw my class list there is only 14 people. and it seems like all girls for me. but i haven't met any as today's orientation was like a mass one for all businss course students from bradford,uk. i don't think i will have problem with this school anymore ba. i paid attention to the actions of the lecturers thou! 1. her heels came off whahash 2. he speaks like he is some rally member 3. speaks like a nerd. whahash. but this 3 speakers are cute thou.. at the very least they managed to keep me off the phone thinking that it rang.

22 and 23 aug. there will be fireworks. i am looking forward to it. =")! ferlin is selling the tickets at $10. if anybody one, can just look for me i can help u guys ask. http://www.fireworks.com.sg/

it should work out naturally and if it doesn't.. i believe i've tried.