女人是小气的。要你说我想听的话又难么难吗？=（

is my persistance to something that is jeopardizing my own relationship? silly thoughts that just came past my mind..

what if one day.. one day i don't msg u at the designated time that i always will. would u remember? would u msg me and ask? or feel uncomfortable with the fact?

yupp.. i am going 20 soon.. shouldn't be thinking like a small kid would already, but sometimes love just can't be explain or judge by the person age.

i just its just because of the lesser conversation that we are having is causing me to have some insecurities.

Jiayou!

By the way! D-day 31july, do support him!









just look at the photos uploaded at photobucket by ferlin. gosh i miss those times. the way we look are simply just so natural and innocent. at the v least my skin was nicenice hahahs! many places that we have been together was long gone but the images now are flashing back. indeed, we have been through many bad n good times. different hairdos different clothing different places. it feels better that we had been together for so long then with my bf hahas.

i miss them! esp now that we are all so busy doing our own things. i want them back! can't we just study together. i am sure we do have arguments before but overall, when i think of them, there are more good memories that is left than the bad ones. =)
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WARNING THIS ENTRY IS GOING TO BE VERY LONG!

-updates since the last update.

si joshua! why didn't you reply my sms ma.. waste my money.. lucky i didn't get anything for you..

to all my friends, i am sorry abit on tight budget whhahas so none of your got anything except siewfong =) she's my best fren. lols..

ps. darling don't be jealous

i am alone nw using the computer, i realize that their keyboard is special it enables you to quickly convert words from eng to jap/chinese or those taiwan languages.

my dad is still sick but he crack a jock saying that he is superman. stupid man. hahas..

got a hair cut again i think its ugly because it focus on my eyes and i don't have a nice pair of eyes. i got too deep blackeye and eyebag. i think its because for the past few weeks i haven't been sleeping well and worst when i come to hk, slp late wake up early.

i forgot to bring along my moisturizer! my face is dry. haiz. how can i ever make it smooth again .lols. acc to my hk fren, they say that best is to just ignore it. just wash it everyday will do. no facial needed. well can i trust that?

done my body massage today! cool man its shiook.. but its a bit embarassing because it is really nude massage kind. those there are blanket over you but it serves no purpose at all. what's worst is that they gave me a paper underwear that is like a thong? i have never in my life wear something like that hahahs..

i got a mickey mouse clock! and a mickey mouse display box. both items are huge. hope tmr the luggage wouldn't be extra heavy.
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the day i depart to hk is the day that huiyee left.. i will miss this lucky girl. she's going to adelaide to study what she dreams to be in future. I forgot to tell peishan that i am going hk, when i am back i shall tell her we go bangkok or pattaya or bintan for her" holiday trip b4 uni". hopefully i will still have some cash with me then.

22 July 2008
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Mdis just confirmed my application. so i am going to study there. i lied to kaplan that i got financial difficulties, if not they are going to make me pay the first installment of my degree. which haven't start. so i wonder if they are telling me the truth too, or are they just trying to scare me hopefully i will change my mind about the withdrawal. neverthesless, julia is a nice person.. i appreciate her help as i know i had trouble her so much because of my indecisiveness. its is inherited. no choice. but i will learn from now!

21 July 2008
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I came back from pulau ubin! 1st time in my life i went there. it was a nice experience thou. except for the dogs. will update the pict once i am back in singapore.

19 July 2008
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finally a day whereby there's no rain at all..

i want to watch the black knights! actually why isn't it named after bad man instead?
i want to go traveling again. ! - went out with joan today and took some brochures as we past by some travel agent. By once we see the $$, there's just too much obstacles.
Better Student's meal? - headed with joan to eat cartel's set lunch. yyucks is the word to it. althought its 9.50nett but i guess a mac meal will be much more worth it. =) hahas.



argh! hate it when i lost something. or rather i can't find the things that i want too. where is my thumbdrive~! its been long since i ever see it so i really can't figure out when was the last time i see it. *upset * i need it urgently la.

attended class today 2-5pm. it was really tiring because i could not figure what was he talking about who can sue who, who can't sue who wad exceptions and blahblahblah. headache. n worst still, i enter this class halfway. so they already had a few classes and i am supposed to catch up the workload myself. well god bless . what to do if i do not want to attend weekend classes.

i went online to search for scholarships hopefully like if murdoch has some, but there's no companies that actually support students doing external universities. not even sim? i found a sch that has it - UNLV and sponsored by SHA however, their course is too focus and too many redundant modules.



a bit of sidetrack, on thurs xiaoqi, kangli and gekhui come over to my place! i missed that kind of outing. too bad SIEWFONG didn't join us whahas.. we'll have time again together.lets' have a stayout girls nite =)

ytd went to suntec and watch hancock, quite nice and touching, i tear a lil bit. and eng wah theatre is the best man.. no people so you can seat anywhere you like and its quite comfortable. later on, went to ikea to get a tent because it is going to be a picnic day ! yeahs. hahas. its expensive to me because i didn't know it would cost more than 50 dollar to get one. i hate shopping at carrefour because its huge and it gives me headache because i would just feel out of breathe in that kind of space.

we walked and walked around randomly and think and think how shall we go about doing it and finally we walked to raffles city - the market place and get some bread, water, dessert and muffins and many many. we head off w a cab to east coast *phew* like finally.

wanted to set up a tent but we didn't know how to go about it so we had a lil arguemetn because i was so adament that we asked for help, but joshua wanted more time to think about how to do it. but as the wind was too huge, and i was like no helpp at all, i went to ask a couple for help. hahas. even they also find it hard to set up coz the wind was super big and our tent is a 6 men tent Lol!

finally when we set up, we had fun but i at mens' cramp so abit sian cause toilet always seems to far. so at bouut 8 plus we took a cab back to joshua house and wait for his frens to come over to play mj! =0

lost alot =( after that managed to balance a bit and lost 5 bucks =(

i want to do it again!



i just heard a story from my mum... i think it is interesting to get some feedback from the girls.

there a lady who lost her ring in china square and she was busy looking for it as it is her wedding ring and she had only been married for a year.

she searched high and low and was even desperate that she used a broom to sweep the surroundings.

would your do that as well?

i think i would..



yeah! esplanade called me up for my dream part time job. hahas-usher. although the timing is not flexible but its evening work. so just nice! hahas. and it only requires one weekend which can be sat / sun so i have a choice =) i am going for the interview on the 16th. i am not sure if they pay will but i doubt it would be less than $6. so hopefully i can get it and that it is for real.

its friday again ,meaning my bf is out. tmr we r going to have a picnic ( ferlin's suggestion ) it is also going to be the first time i had picnic so hopefully it willg o well..

this week my sch has been pretty screwed up, the timetable clashes. but everything had been settled i am going back to my fav courses again. had a hard time re choosing sch and courses, but all the researched was the same as before and i had no wish to take them up. thanks jerome for helping out!