i've been spending many days with my loves, because he is enlisting into the army this coming sat? i am not sure if i should send him into tekong. i want to because i want to see him and i know he wants to see me. but i don't want because i heard from my friends that its going to be boring because most of the time, i will be separated from him. So what's the point right? He said that he doesn't mind but i am not sure if he meant what he said.

yesterday walter rented a car and drove us around, we went to dempsey hill, like finally, i get to go to the ben's and jerry. its really a different environment all together. i love the place.

pray hard that i don't get emotional. i kind of dread the feeling that he is not going to be there for me whenever i need him.