well today was my first day and my last day at work. there are supposedly 3 bosses la.. 2 main ones.. one agreed with my timing and ask me to start work yet today after wrking the other don't agree with my timing. so well fine.! after much discussion and compromising. they wanted me to work sat. which is way out of question. so i decided to quit. but the happy thing was that i did nothin the whole day except watching xandra playing neopets and you-tubing, and for that i got 50 bucks when i am suppose to only get 36. good money yea?

but of coz, i will be upset in a way ar.. it means i am losing the good money from todAY and iw ill have to start finding another job that will fit my timing. which i doubt there will be. sacrifcing my sat for my bf is it really worth it?

=( just talked to him over the phone, i vent my lil anger on him. he asked if i was in a bad mood and when i replied yes i didn't expect him to say than we put down the phone ba. it is hurting because it feels that all of a sudden, my bf isn't the one tt i can vent my anger with or the one that will cheer me up. why must this thing happen today. it's going to affect our meeting on sat.

cheer up man liting! don't spoilt it. its only once a week that u see him.












could anyone teach me methods to design poster or ads? =( i can't even try to figure out photoshop. hate tt stupid feeling! donate me books man!

school wrk is starting to drive me crazy. the thought that the exam is on monday make me feel died. i must start to revise b4 friday! save my weekends for him =)

congrats ! i gt myself a part time job @ AIA which fits my weird timetable. Getting a lil extra cash may not be a bad idea. tmr i am heading down to AIA to disucss details with them. hopefully, things goes the way that i want it to be. i don't want it to make me feel breathless out of my schedules.



well finally i m out with friends. the first grp i met was on thurs ( benson n ppl ) at first it was bit weird for me becoz its been long since i saw them but things got pretty ok. we watched GET SMART. nice show.. its worth the price i guess.

the next was with allan, dickson and edward. too bad meiyi couldn't make it. we watched don't mess with the zohan on friday. It the first day that the show was being screened! cool man.. i catch it first =) whahas.. the show its simply funny all the way but i think basically the reason that was funny was the "zohan" actions. i shan't deny that fact that he could shake pretty well =) but not my type of guy hahas.. after movie, we decided to go for supper. Lucky! dickson could drive if not more money would be spent. We drove here and there and finally went holland v- Breko cafe. YES! my ice blended mocha. yumyum.. but poor ed didn't get to taste his xiaolongbao. the food there is like swen's pricing? the fish is fresh! =)

well and of coz today, i met with 小三八! lim xiao qi~ hahahs.. we got "drunk" as the nights falls. We were crazy to climb up to mt. sophia. we just anyhow make our way throught those houses and realize there's isn't anything much at mt.sophia. why would someone tell me its a nice place? did i missed some part of it? hahas.. we went mac THRICE! but only ate once thou. we played a fool and kept laughing. i guess this is something that i enjoyed with her! and guys! if you are looking for gf tell me.. i will intro my best fren to u ! whahahs. she's fun lols..



back to the times where i wil feel weird going out with guys alone again. crazy me. i don't know since when i had this weird feelin each time i am suppose to go out with a guy. i got used to it with joshua and now, i got to start learning it again.

tmr i am going for a interview for part time job. hopefully they can provide flexible timing and good pay. ! but its a bit far.. at alexandra rd -.-

someone jumped off the building near my house, kinda freaky because its the block that i am tutoring the kid. he is a horrible kid, he make stories to scare me off. whahas.. but i love teachin him.



went mt faber to eat steamboat for father day. yumyum its filling. after which , my dad told me a nice place that i want to go again!

telok blangah hill park. heard that it has a nice expensive restaurant. if u r nt in proper attire out u go!

i want to go experience the bridge at telok blangah too. its long and i believe that as a singaporean we should at least walk in through once.

came home waited anxiously for his call again glad to know that he is fine =) btw. thanks all my friends who gave me warmth and also guidance on how i should react to his enlistment . e.g my best kel sis! he told me how i should be there for my bf. hehe



tmr i will wake up early in the morning and send him into tekong. thou he kept saying its ok, don't need to come, but i know he would wish someone would be there. only today, i feel that he is like a big baby. i knew he wants his mum to go as well but he doesn't know how to bring it up to her. so i helped him msg and i could see that he is kind of upset that his mum isn't able to attend it. i know it would be boring for me, but after seeing his expression, i knew that if i were to go, he would be much happier =)

had dinner at his place, yum yum, the soup was nice and the liang cha was sweet too. coax him to sleep after that because he hasn't been sleeping well. he is like a kid, but that's what i like about him i guessed. felt lonely after i left his place because suddenly i knew that weekdays there will be no one there for me anymore. so frens! pls meet me up. cheerios!

tmr i must make sure that i smile big big in case he emo. his friends was very emo today when they send him too.



i've been spending many days with my loves, because he is enlisting into the army this coming sat? i am not sure if i should send him into tekong. i want to because i want to see him and i know he wants to see me. but i don't want because i heard from my friends that its going to be boring because most of the time, i will be separated from him. So what's the point right? He said that he doesn't mind but i am not sure if he meant what he said.

yesterday walter rented a car and drove us around, we went to dempsey hill, like finally, i get to go to the ben's and jerry. its really a different environment all together. i love the place.

pray hard that i don't get emotional. i kind of dread the feeling that he is not going to be there for me whenever i need him.



well.. i guess this was like the first time i stayed through chalet. in the past, no matter what i would definitely get myself home to shower and have some nice food. But this chalet was different. At the very least the toilet was nice and clean enough to shower =) the chalet was at changi fountain view. its quite cheap to book but you must be a member of something.



the good thing about this chalet was i realize, walter has a very nice family. his family is amazing. hahas.. joyce would be lucky to be part of it. i grew closer to joshua in a way, but erm there was defintely hipcups during the chalet. all because of a stupid dog. i am afraid of dog, yet he couldn't seems to understand and was quite fierce to tell me chill la , its only a dog. WTH. other people scare of balloon, cats, there wasn't such reaction from him. rather he help to chase away those thing that people are scare of. i mean, ello isnt' he suppose to help protect me instead of being nasty?



i met 2 best friend thou, charmaine and benedict . they are 2 cute lil kids, and i bet i get along better with kids than adults. will upload some pict that i took during the chalet tmr maybe?



peishan's fossil watch. i love it too.
i took this picture today! hahash i love siewfong. ok this is random
i wasn't sitting on her lap. but i just love hugging her.
i had never kissed someone so hard hahahs.. peishan, pls remembered we did this back in MI





yes.. finally got to watched narnia with him. everything its sort of over. shalln't go into details. i don't know if its the right choice. but since his going to army why make both of our lives miserable by not seeing each other or be adament about some mistakes that cannot be resolved.



Happy birthday sokpeng, kienleong, benson.! Happy early birthday to peishan!

was busy ytd traveling to 3 different places to celebrate friend's birthday. had a fun day.

went out with sokpeng to get her cakes and buy the fossil watch for peishan, i didn't get to eat a durian puff she promised for me =(. whahahs.. i was totally freak oiut by her dog. i mean its too naughty to be pampered. n i swear that it was my first time getting close to a dog, yet the dog still bullied me. sweeleng brought along another dog, i was first very scare of it, but in the end, the dog was more docile and i have imagined. so eventually i dare to go close to it but i still can't overcome the fear of caryying it. left at about 9plus, headed for a cab to benson's chalet. no choice, because im late and his cutting his cake soon.

after that went there but i was still too late, took a few pictures and suddenly felt weird. i dunno but perhaps its been too long since i see them, didn't know what to say. but lucky tianming entertain me. i knew jr would if he wasnt rushing. but bad weiliang, he is running everywhere. whahahs!

run to peishan's chalet, i was so happy to see alicia, li ying, jerome and peishan of coz! i hugged all of them except jerome whahas.. we had a lot of fun. especially when the night fall we had talks about our past, how we used to link ppl up when we were young. u know its likes, even those people who have totally no feeling for each other, we will just link them up? so we gossip and just keep talkin about our past. too bad lucius left early if not there's wil be more things to share. i wanted to stay till morning, but i was abit tired and i msg eugene. he came to pick me up about 5am.? thanks eugene! thou i had wanted to stay further more, but i knew it was time to leave b4 my mum heck me in the day . hahas..

jerome! u didn't kiss peishan like how u say u love her
alicia! u must come out soon k!
peishan! jerome is yours already. but don't forget me hahahs
liying! don't worry we will be together for now. lols..

its been long since i am happy the whole day, laughing n laughing, no worries and when i m home, i just sleep happily without tears. thanks people