starry nights.jazzy blue.

a child at heart

a confused and complicated child hoping to start all over where she fell.the past seems to be much more embracing than the complicated reality. goodnight

SEAH LI TING

MDIS, Marketing degree from bradford, UK Temasek Poly , Retail mgt diploma First Toa Payoh Sec Upper serangoon Sec Bendemeer Pri Jagoh Pri Single without any thoughts of getting hitched.

The stuff i want!

a driving licenselicense a trip to some islandisland explore the whole of singapore hiddenplaces camera covered shoes bag for office clutch bag MP3

Places of interest

- Eygpt - Bintan - Taipei - Koh Samui - Langkawi

tagboard

getting to know her surroundings

her lil sis
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siewfong
benson
peishan
her lil pri sch fren
her "mum"
her peishan
her fren's shop
piano scores link
Li Ying
Eric Neo

running in reverse

- Saturday, April 26, 2008 -

i am officially out of job now. Its time for me to relax, get some rest. I have never knew work to be so tiring. People out there, if your not in need of money, don't work man, you got your whole life time to work and torture yourself next time. So why bother?

First time in my life, i felt so lost? I got myself prepared, ready to go out to my prince's house? I didn't bother to check my phone cause i thought that since i told him i will be going to his place, he should be at home. But when i was approaching to potong station, i realize that he was @ his friend house, helping to move things AGAIN. I felt that i was respected, in a way, the msg i receieve was saying that his bro is at home do i mind? of coz i do. But he did not tell me that he was @ someone place until i ask why don't u get out of your hse and we go lunch nearby? was quite upset because i feel that i was notified about it. Thou his friend place was like super near his, i still think that i should be notitfied.

I got down the place, board 147 aimlessly, thinkin ok maybe i could go find siewfong @ work. But later on, i realize its stupid if i were to do that, so i went to bugis just to get MOS burger for lunch. i was hungry and restless by then. I called up my mum and got her to fetch me from bugis back home. I had never felt so lost, like as if i got no friends or direction in my life. Perhaps, its because i am out of job now too. I don't want to be relying on my prince everyday, because i know he won't be there for me 24hrs anymore. His friend is in need of care n concern i know it. Nut does it ever know what is happening at my side?

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