i love my ITB grouping mates. They are so cute and i had fun. sadly, it has come to the end of the training. I guess i would have to just miss them. =( However, last day! we had lunch at marriott cafe. whahas.. i ate alot. And i have never known of my huge appetite. lols

i am quite troubled lately. i am not sure if i am suppose to quit my job and study full time or should i stay on and do part time. Will part time studying be tough?

my charlie angel gang- me melvin yvonne and jasmine. jasmine has tendered her verbal resignation in the morningn and it gave me a shock because i wasn't expecting her to quit before me as she is even newer than me* However, from there, it gave me the courage to speak to someone about me intending to leave. I have talked to kate yesterday and i went on to talk eileen today. She's a very nice person, the comment she gave me, i felt that was more relevant and it was more real and honest. I headed on to speak to june, my director.While talking to her, my emotion got better of me, i wanted to cry because the way they put it through make me feel that " heys, they are nice people and i am the meanest person on the world"

in the evening, we notified melvin about our decision and yuppie obviously he was shocked to. I was more shocked because i realize that the HR person that i am familiar is leaving, katherine is leaving, alison is leaving, jacqueline, josephine, gabby is leaving. GOSH! there will be like a great lack of coordinators. =( if i don't quit now, won't i get more task to do ?

i wanted so much to talk to my prince about it, but he seems to be out of touch from the world man. there's no msg from him either to check on me. i just felt so distance with me all of the sudden. perhaps, working keeps me too occupied to check on him as well.. when there is no communication, naturally i will feel distanced from him.

i still love him the same

"stay on because you like it and not because of someone else" Eileen