yeaH! finally i get to meet my other 4 bimbis again. Missed them.

Reason :

1. they are crazy people
2. we can laugh as loud as we want
3. no faking, no arguements
4. we share the same ideas, same frequency
5. i feel younger again
6. we loved each other

Once again, i am the last one to reach. Sry girls. thou i was complaining back when i am home that heys know what i am gona leave soon, hurry leave! But i am the last one to reach. Hahas.. we head down to loof, check the place out and realize that it was like too classy and might be a bit expensive for our pockets? So i decided ok let's go to Ms Clarity cafe @ purvis street? There it remind me of the time me and deanne and her ex bf. =) we ordered different variety of foods, yum yum.. serving is big, display is appetizing, price is good.!

man.. his cute =)

to dickson: thanks for editing, i just took another look at him, damn cute whahahs

to my polymates: yes! i have finally upload our video. so pls be reminded that we are meeting tmr. gosh! i am so eager to get out of the house



darling, i am sorry, i do not know what to say over the phone so i chose to hang up after you picked up the call. I felt upset that you are already awake by the time i call. It shows that you don't bother about telling that and your still upset about what happen last night.
I feel that i am lousy and that maybe i am just not good enough for you. Even thou, i know your hates and the reason behind all your actions, ( u didn't leave a msg after i rejected your call, because you thought that i was busy or rude? that i will call you back?) but i always don't get this from you. I always refused to budge to all your request. i Dunno what i am suppose to do. Even the reason you told me about helping walter move house, i am sry but for more than one occassion i doubted if that was real. I can't understand the logic behind: having to help someone move house for more than 2-3 weeks? Is his house that big?

loves,






heys.. okiie.. i am feeling so damn guilty again.. i forgot about someone birthday, someone who is important to me. He supports me whenever i am down. but since long long time ago, i always forgot about his birthday when he never forget about me =(

happie bdae to you
happie bdae to you
happie bdae to EUGENE
happie bdae to you





what is happening to my family? i am upset, lost & angry. Can someone tell me what to do



i am officially out of job now. Its time for me to relax, get some rest. I have never knew work to be so tiring. People out there, if your not in need of money, don't work man, you got your whole life time to work and torture yourself next time. So why bother?

First time in my life, i felt so lost? I got myself prepared, ready to go out to my prince's house? I didn't bother to check my phone cause i thought that since i told him i will be going to his place, he should be at home. But when i was approaching to potong station, i realize that he was @ his friend house, helping to move things AGAIN. I felt that i was respected, in a way, the msg i receieve was saying that his bro is at home do i mind? of coz i do. But he did not tell me that he was @ someone place until i ask why don't u get out of your hse and we go lunch nearby? was quite upset because i feel that i was notified about it. Thou his friend place was like super near his, i still think that i should be notitfied.

I got down the place, board 147 aimlessly, thinkin ok maybe i could go find siewfong @ work. But later on, i realize its stupid if i were to do that, so i went to bugis just to get MOS burger for lunch. i was hungry and restless by then. I called up my mum and got her to fetch me from bugis back home. I had never felt so lost, like as if i got no friends or direction in my life. Perhaps, its because i am out of job now too. I don't want to be relying on my prince everyday, because i know he won't be there for me 24hrs anymore. His friend is in need of care n concern i know it. Nut does it ever know what is happening at my side?










yea! batam trip is over. i had fun.

happie bdae to caifa n i know that you had fun too =) first time travelling with caifa munwei jeremy amy and 2 of caifa's friends. we didn't plan which hotel or resort to stay at whahas. make me quite nervous. it was only when we are there then we check in into a hotel. we stayed at grand virgo hotel. thou was not as fabulous as what i thought we would stay at. but what is matters after all who i lived with. of coz, it was as creepy as it looks like too.

we took a lot of picture in the ferry, in the hotel, everywhere we go. things at batam is cheap, especially the food. its like i could order and reorder my food in a restaurant if the food is bad, but this would never happen in singapore?

happie anniversary to me and my prince.
happie bdae to caifa

however, on my return trip back to singapore, we quarrelled, i know that its my bad for not telling him earlier that i am only reaching at about 6. hence, i have indirectly made him waited for me about 3 hours? But.. i expected more tolerance from him too because i was upset that i had to return to work and that he broke his promise about not helping my mum. on the way back home, the journey in the bus was horrible. i had never ever been shouted by a guy for few min inside the bus. people looked at me, i was so embarrassed.. i sticked to my stand because i think there was nothing wrong with me. i do not think it was my fault. even if there is, he should n never shouted at me. like what he always promised me. but he failed =( i was super upset. like usual, i msg him at night telling him to rest well despite i was angry and upset.

























well.. finally today's work isnt all tt tiring after all. However, being the lazy me, i wanted the orientation to last till 5pm? so that there won't be anything that i have to do when i am back to the office. me, yvonne, jasmine and melvin went lunch together at far east. It nice chatting with them because all of them are experienced people in different field. * they are nt old ppl * i talk to them regarding about my thoughts of quiting the job because i want to continue pursue my studies. I am not sure how am i suppose to go about tendering my resignation. When should i quit? How should i quit? I love the company that i am working with right now, and i want to work there once i have graduated. I am afraid of being blacklisted by them.

I thought that maybe if i tell them earlier like now that im quiting in july. It would be good because they will have more time? But in general, most people tell me that i am thinking too much, its better that i tell them when the day is reaching. I understand from their point of view, but my bf doesn't understand how i feel =( its kind of demoralizing because i thought he could be my soul mate.

after a day of work, i was expecting my prince to msg me. But he didn't. I wonder if he is still angry with me ? But if he is, i won't know what i should react too. We ended off our conversation with me saying i hate him jokingly, because i thought thast he nagged alot. whahash! its more like a domestic quarrel to me. but he didn't get it la. and "whosh" i went off to sleep. I saw his msg in the morning saying thast i should continue to hate him and whatsoever. was quite upset with his words because after being together for so long, he should know that i haste peole telling me this phrase. -.-

"take my hand, and walk the aisle along with me"













whee~!

finally.. with my smart brain i think i m so smart that i can decipher some html thingy and able to post up all the things that i want to have in my blog. *praises*

well.. tmrz i shall continue and for those who are reading now.. pls leave some comment or guides for me den =)




i wanted to put ure picture here.. however.. when i add the url from my posting it doesnt appear

thanks to mr. jian rong.. my blog is on the way to its success. bcoz of him only then the lil princess is able to blog and let more people get updates about her life as well as give me the chance to gossip a lil whahahs =)



after many years of hating to blog simply because she as lazy and dumb..

however, she thinks that now the system has made it more simpler for her to edit n post blog. she's too bored at work.