blog is so troublesome.. things written must be think twice . first was joshua den jerome n nw it seems tt more ppl will get upset w wad i write.. closed..



AH! stupid projects.. wasting my time. n stupid E retarded! i dislike the feeling that someone is just nt happy because of me. gt a sudden feeling feel like reading joshua's blog. damn.. control! self control!

anw.. back from taiwan.. pictures are on facebook!



1. there's this idoitic cab uncle that i recall during my trip to bintan the other time. i came back with the guys that i went with for kappa event, we decided to cab to bedok to eat from tanah merah but he so suxky, chased us to hurry board the cab when we are in the cab q?~ den as we board we close the door however 1 of the guy haven't board he just drive off so we have to close the door. when we warn him to stop he scolded us then he say say nag nag don wan stop so i sae stop we don't need your cab as he says he don't need ppl like us. wth. ppl like us give him his daily money lor. idiotic.

2. joshua has gt his new baby gf the way he called her. i don't feel jealous because i know all guys are like that. but why.. why is it tt after break up ppl will tend to just praise the one that they are with? becoz he said that no one was with him when he is sick. but aya his always sick. whahhas.. since he sae i never was there then so be it.. as long as someone else appreciated me all along.

3. went movie with benson and guys for xmen. hugh jackmann if i spelt correctly is really manly. woo~ hahas.. wanted to ask jr and wl help me complete prinny but the prinny just didn't want to jump far far away.. argh! but gd news.. jr msg me today and told me how to jump the prinny.but the psp is with jerome now.. bugging him to help me cross the prinny like instantly..

4. told to e about my life more then the rest from my grp other than jerome and my girls, nice talking to him becoz he gave me views from v different perspective. maybe becoz his just different from the people i spoke to. thank you! u know who are u

5. gene help me found about bout intel job with spf. i had a interview with them on 15may. i dunno if i am ready to commit to a full time job now and study part time .. anyone some opinion for me? but i decided to just try out see what the job is like anyway its not like they definitely will want me.

6.i am going to learn my driving.. hahas..

7. i am begining to enjoy my piano lesson once again, hopefully it won't fail me this time round. this new teacher is nice because she helps rebuilding my confidence.

8.classes are getting much tougher because i don't know what is going on. the projects and assignments are all so depend on yourself thingy. she sets no dateline she don't bother going thru. and even if u submit they just briefly comment good or bad. never say what can be done. weird nor..

9.my family case is worrying enuff that i don't know what can i say here. siewfong wanna advice? hahahs..

10.my tummy is giving me hell prob everytime time.. medicine advise?



hm..didn't had much time to blog. just surf online on some taiwan thingy. i kinda look forward to the trip getting my mind off the things that is happening in my family maybe a good thing after all. thanks to my enthu frens, delong call me up to prepare me for the trips telling me all the different places and we exchanged tips. i told him about hongkong. hahas. now that yy is in charge of booking the hotel, i kinda have a relief. hahas at the very least the people that i am going with do research on the places and they are not the kinda that are really going to chiong the places w/o knowing anything about it. shouldnt have got worried they are different from my ex. i think i am going to be safe. hahas. tianming oso just got back from taiwan, i was excited bout car motel. a carpark lot below your own room. how interesting can that be. if only i can get a picture of how it looks like.

everyone is just so going to taiwan..

got my piano result again. another reminder to me that i had failed and i better do somthing about it. lookin at the score i think i should have passed if i hadn't been that nervous. the weak part was my pieces. which is nt suppose to be the case. i got myself a new teacher. call it a new start. not like my ex teacher is bad. just that a new place new face will give me a fresh feeling about the songs. this teacher is more patient and she is supportive. she doesn't scream at me at the v least. she'll just encourage. hopefully this is her and not herself during the first lesson.



been long since i blog again. its a special day today because i am blogging while i am working at the atrium fair- Central level 1. i jut bought my breakfast from ya kun. wonder if its going to be delicious. its has been damn long since i am online to. after exam i work every day from 11-10pm by the time i am home i am too tired to mingle with people and chat online. at most i just check my mail and dooze off.

Good news for myself is i passed my basic theory test. hahas. first attempt. at least it shuts my family up that i cant passed. its going to be long for my next test. no $$! but nvm i am happy to just stop here too. exams result piano result all are not out i am worried. but its going to take about june for the results to be all released. and when they are.. its another round of exams.

went over to bintan for a photoshoot thingy with the other contestants during monday. bintan indeed is a nice place and its true that its only for relax because the sports are too excuse to try. but lucky us, we get to try archery played volley and pose with yatcht and water boarding if that is the name of the board. hahas.

i got a big pimple. i squeeze it. my bad. but its kinda cute la. hahas. i still think i am pretty. whaha!confidence lol.

there's this guy that has been there for me when i am stress this entire mth. big hug =)



just played 2-3 hr of piano. fingers are hurting. but no one seems to understand that i need more practice in order for my pieces to be played better. they are always saying its bad for their ears, hurting their ears can i stop playing. its gives headache and stuff. its because of them that i think i didn't managed to take my exam last year. i cant afford to fail this time. i don't wish to be playing this peices for 2 years and retaking it in august. its going to torture me man. i also know if sounds nan ting but without proper practice environment how am i suppose to make it work. play while they are not home doesn't work ar. there bound to be someone at certain time. aRGH!

this week is going to be tough. stress. the piano exam tt i fear and the PI paper that i am totally not prepared. revision lesson on monday, i hope that it still gives me time to study since my piano is on wed and pi on thurs. never like to feeling of studying last min but i can't revise when i dunno anything about that module.

previously i send in my photos for some event and got selected, will be going to bintan and have photoshoot. was actually worried to let people know but after thinking through, it time for me to learn that its not the result that count, its the process to feel enjoyment. i may not be the best contestant there but at least its smth new in my life time. seen 2 male contestant, they are ok looking too so maybe the standard not so high but the girls are all quite gd i think. nt too sure, on tues will see some of them on on 30 will see more during the photoshoot. kinda like the idea of going to bintan because i've always wanted to go there! go wink wink at bintan ppl so next time go maybe nt discount. hahas.

ferlin bdae was last sat and she intro to me this guy that is woo-ing her. quite happy for her now. coz today she msg me and say that they were official le. CONGRATS =) hopefully that will be her prince charming to be.

the other time i was thinking of changing my class from full time to part time so that i can earn more money while i am still young. though people tell me that its going to be tough but i think that xin ku a while should be worth the while if i am thinking of long term. what should it be..



http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

how true it is, really depends. because i think the question are vague and not practical. however.. somehow it did trick me to believe what it says. hahas

Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.